Well anxiety is starting to set in, don't get me wrong I am very excited but I am also scared to death.
Last night as I was trying to sleep I kept thinking, can I do this? Will there be enough hours in the day to get everything done from homework to being a mom and running a household? Will I be able to handle my English 1A class? Because hubby likes to quiz me on English terms and correct my grammar all the time, can I really do this? Am I going to finally understand fractions? My math class is another anxiety issue. Math is not my strong suit it never has been I just don't get numbers.
Then I got to thinking about the financial aspect of it all. I have to get my books purchased at the first of next month. I have it worked out in my head and I know its going to be okay because 2 weeks later I get my financial aide distribution but its all adding up.
Then I wonder if everyone is going to be staring at me going why is she here? She is old, she should have done this a long time ago.
I know this is all BS and what not but sometimes those old demons like to sneak in.
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A mom of 2 special needs children who is going to head back to school. I thought at the age of 37 would be a good time to go back to school to become a teacher. While I am in school I will still manange my household which consists of an Bipolar autistic child, a child with a feeding tube, husband, 4 cats, 2 dogs and a beta fish. Buckle up and enjoy the ride.
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